Friday, 29 February 2008

The only certainty is uncertainty 有相无相不定相

I remember when I was in the army in 1999, I had to walk for 15 minutes to the train station to take the train to camp and upon arriving, a further 10 minutes from the train station into the camp and my unit. I was wondering what to do with the daily 25 minutes of walking and decide to chant sutra. That was the period where I got no homework to do, no quizzes to prepare and no formulas to remember. I can not read while walking. Hence chanting seems to be the best thing to do.

得在九九年服兵役时,每天需要行十五到地铁站,之后再从下站的地铁站步行十到达兵营以及单位。我拿捏着天二十五行,该如何打发,并决定边走边诵经。服兵役期,没有任何功要做,没有测验要准备,没有公式要。又不能边步行边阅读,因此,诵经似乎是成了最佳的选择。

Why do I need to chant? Back in 1999, my understanding of Buddhism is limited. My grandmother told me once that if you chant a lot of sutra, when you are dead and cremated, there will be many relics. That time, I thought that it is good to have relics, so I decide to chant.

我选择诵经?九九年时,我对佛法是一知半解。祖母曾经告诉过我,如果人生诵过很多经文,往生以及火化后,会有很多舍利子。当,我认为有很多舍利子是件好事,所以决定诵经。

It started with chanting the Great Compassion Mantra thrice daily. Later, after realizing that there is still time left during the walking journey, I added the chanting of the Heart Sutra thrice daily as well.

日诵念大悲咒三遍。后来,发现行时有空余的时间,便加上心,也是天诵念三遍。

Come to think of it, that is close to 9 years of continuous chanting. No wonder, during Lisa's funeral, several SGs and Andy told me that my chanting skills are good. After 9 years of daily practice, I remembered the sutras by heart a long time ago. I learned a few new Mantras at Lisa's place and was able to pick it up pretty fast and eventually chant them by heart at Lisa's funeral.

不知不觉
,已有近九年不间断的念诵。这也就难怪,为何在理珊的助念及葬礼仪式上,数位师姑Andy不约而同的告我,我诵经诵得好棒。九年间日复一日的诵念,经文早已背了起来。在理珊的助念仪式上,学了几部新的经文,也学得相当快,最终能够在理珊的葬礼仪式上,不用观看经书而能诵念。

I was looking through my old pictures that day and came across this picture below. It was taken in my previous lab on 5 Jul 06. If you look closely, there is a big logo of Tzu Chi, partially hidden, just on the right side of the big monitor. I took it from lecture hall 10-250, wondering when Tzu Chi ever had events in MIT.

那一天,
我在游览旧照片时,从新发现下边的这张照片。这张照片的地点是我读硕士时的实验室,并拍摄与零六年七月五日。仔观看照片,在电脑银幕的右有一个很大的慈济标志,部分被藏起来。那时我从10-250讲堂取走的。那时我还怀疑,慈济几时在麻省理工


Anyway, this Feb mark my first year with Tzu Chi. Unknowingly, times flies. I am sure that I will have many more years with Tzu Chi.

今年
二月,不知不觉间,我便加入慈济满一年。我深信,我与慈济的缘还有很多很多年。

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Your work space makes mine in NUS look tiny!