Monday, 25 January 2010

见苦知福 - 新芽计划之感(东北场)

上人、执行长、诸位菩萨家人们好。

记得新芽计划是在去年年初开始的,跑了一年新芽,过程中慢慢体会到师伯的用意。慈善是慈济的根本,也只有新芽真正地把善门开的很广,只要有心都能参与。没上班的志工白天可以到学校发放餐券和填补车资卡,有上班的志工可以在傍晚或周末进行家访。

◎志工无怨无悔

首先,我要感恩每一位参与新芽计划的志工。东北区共有九所中学参与新芽计划,动员了93 名志工对213名新芽学子进行家访。家访能圆满地结束,是一位志工的付出成果。有志工下午5点就开始进行家访,直到晚上10 点才结束;有志工则是每晚不间断地拜访学生家庭;有志工到了学生家门前却被人骂而不得其门而入。

除此之外,我也很感恩各家访组长承担了不少的「福田」。找组员时找不到人;找到组员时组员没空;最辛苦是三番五次到所给的地址却找不到学生。就有一位组长告诉我,学生是马来家庭,不过大门有春联、有香炉。房间开着灯却不应志工的门。后来向学校询问取得手机号码后,才发现学生一家都搬到楼上祖父母的家。

真的很感恩,不管多艰苦大家都把慈济面霜擦到厚厚的,怀抱着一分感恩心进行家访。

◎安心就学

接着要分享家访时的「见苦」。不少志工都问,如何评估家庭?依我的家访经验,家庭大致可以分成四类。第一类,新加坡真的有穷人,一房式组屋,祖父母住房间、家长和三、四名孩子就睡在客厅。志工到访时,必须把孩子叫醒,挪出地方让志工坐在地上和家庭互动。第二类,暂时遇到困境的;有一户家庭,父亲就表示很感恩新芽计划。父亲失业了很久,刚刚开始上课学当德士司机,现在是低潮期,考到德士执照后便会改进。

第三类,是理财不当的家庭。当志工向家长询问家庭开销时,大多数都无法提出数据。答案经常是:「把主要的账单付清,手头松就吃好点;手头紧就吃简单些。」最后第四类,是可自立的家庭。有一户家庭,学校给的资料是父亲收入每月一千两百元;志工家访时发现家庭把整间组屋出租,收入增加千多元,而全家则住在祖母家。

如何评估?简单地说,是补助前三类,不补第四类。新芽计划其实是「安心就学」计划。我们是以填补交通月票和餐券的方式直接、重点地帮助学生。我们不希望学生因为家庭问题而没钱搭车上学,更不希望学生饿着肚子听课。

◎原来自己是如此的幸福

「见苦」就会「知福」。拜访过不少的失序家庭,我深深地发现自己原来是如此的幸福。新芽家访中我发现,原来在新加坡有家庭七八位成员挤在一房半厅的组屋里、有家庭正面临组屋被政府收回的困境、有家庭正在焦虑地等待政府分配低廉的租屋以避免露宿街头。反观自照,原来有「家」可安身就已经是如此的幸福。我终于体会到「屋宽不如心宽」这句静思语的意义。

同时,我也要对双亲献上最真诚的感恩。我父母都认真地履行身为人父、人母的角色,努力工作持家,在自己能力范围内给与孩子最好的照顾;一直到大学毕业,我都没有打过工。新芽家访后,反观自照,原来不善持家是多么的容易、多么的普遍。我真的很感恩,感恩双亲持家有道。

我在此向大家忏悔,忏悔一直以来把双亲的付出当成理所当然的。我在家是有做家务的,不过多数是「有叫有做,没叫没做」,有时还会声色不佳,满腹牢骚。而太脏的都留给我母亲,我母亲一做就做了十几年。新芽之后,我开始以一分感恩心面对家务事,感恩双亲把家打理的妥妥当当。因为有父母的持家,还有今天的我。

见苦知福后,还要惜福,最重要是造福。

我们不只是到学校做行政上的工作;我们是去「送爱」。新芽学子大多数来自问题家庭、单亲家庭甚至隔代教育,我们希望志工的发放能让他们感受到爱与关怀。是,他们目前是手心向上接受布施的一群,不过只要他们愿意努力接受教育,将来是能成为手心向下遍布施的人。

在此,我诚心邀请大家,希望每个月能抽出几小时,一起参与新芽计划。

祝福大家,感恩。

时时入法转心念 - 新芽计划之感(志工场)

今年的岁末祝福,我很有福报地能上台分享自己参与新芽计划的心得。这一篇心得稿,我很喜欢;因为我很成功地把上人的法运用在问题中,并且难题解决了。这一篇心得稿也是我写上人法最重的一篇;因为都是见习以上,干部志工。

有义师兄听出我讲得很赶;国香师姊认为很好但是不够震撼。其实,这是因为时间太短;如果我能有15分钟,我会把心路历程完整地与大家分享。

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上人、执行长、诸位菩萨家人们好。

记得新芽计划是在去年年初开始的。那时我刚接下互爱访视干事,心想着:「拜访个案都已经忙不过来了,还要走入校园,真的想做死人吗?」

还好新芽跑了一年,过程中慢慢体会到师伯的用意。慈善是慈济的根本,不过我们的善门却开的很小。访视个案必须是灰衣志工以上,新发意菩萨想从善门进入佛门,只能通过机构关怀。

不过,新芽的善门却开的很广。没上班的志工白天可以到学校发放餐券和填补车资卡,有上班的志工可以在傍晚或周末进行家访。所以新芽计划真的会做死人;因为新芽计划不是给人做的,是来成就一群菩萨的。

◎众生刚强难调服

在此,我要感恩所有参与新芽计划的志工,感恩大家的高度配合。新芽计划一路走过来,变化球不断。较小的有志工临时没空或是找不到学生进行家访。较大的是找不到志工承担学校发放组长和漏了学生没有进行家访。

不过,最大的变化球是家长投诉和学校不愿意配合。新芽发放典礼后,有一名家长致电要求解释为什么孩子没有得到新芽补助,把志工通通骂了一遍。胜雄师兄是组长所以被骂、我负责新芽所以也被骂、雪友师姑向家长解释为什么没有补助更被骂、最无辜是雅芝师姑因为帮忙接听电话而无缘无故被骂。真的很感恩诸位菩萨。

再来,是学校的不愿意配合。校访时谈好的运作到了开跑时都变了样。「为什么这么麻烦,早知道不参加了」、「不要增加我们的工作负担」、「太麻烦了,还要替你们收集学生的车资卡」…,诸如此类的话语一直传回来,真的难为了我们的新芽志工。

做慈济三年多来,第一次感觉得「南阎浮提众生,其性刚强,难调难服。」

◎入法转心念

面对如此多的烦恼,因该如何化解?师伯前几天说过,「日行一善,关键的一善做对了就能破千灾」;做慈济呢,要「时时入法,关键的入法听进了就能转心念。」

1月11日,隔天我们会再拜访学校希望校方配合新芽计划;从国大返家在地铁上时,我在第500期2008年7月的「慈济月刊」内读到上人开示「秉慈运悲,启智显慧」,其中有这一段:

「无量义经云:『是诸众生不请之师,是诸众生安稳乐处。』不必等到苦难人来要求,人间菩萨要苦众生苦、痛众生痛,把天下事当成家务事、把天下人当成亲人,主动付出关心、给予人人安稳乐处。面对受苦难的人,慈济人用大慈心来铺路、大悲心来搭桥、大智心来牵引、大慧心使之安稳;接引人人身心得到安乐。『于众生所真能拔苦,苦既拔已复为说法。』」

上人担心我这个悟性不高的弟子不开窍,当晚的「人间菩提 - 长养慈悲秉深慧」再开示:

「在这样的社会,多重的变化中,如何能克服这么多的困难,这么多的变化?光是靠慈悲不够;还要有智慧。所以在这样多变化中,考验我们的智慧。不过,这么多的困难,都是因为人的思想,见解不同。这都是人群。所以,不管是怎么样的成见,我们都可以用耐心、韧力,好好的在任何一个角度,来欣赏他,来学习他;他的观点、他的角度、他的思维,我们都要用很耐心的,好好地再学习欣赏。」

在变化中考验智慧;上人的两段开示相隔了一年半,却在同一天让我听到了,真的是因缘不可思议啊!

关键的入法听进了就能转心念。新芽计划,我们本来就是不请之师,自己找上门解释新芽计划,希望学校能配合。学校不愿意配合,我们也要设身处地为他们想想。行政主任可能心想:「你们这一群家庭主妇,怎么会了解我有多少事要处理;你们那里知道,新芽的一点小事对我的作业有多大的影响。」况且开学第二天,行政人员已经忙到团团转了,志工说的大道理怎么可能听得进去。如果声色不佳,只会让行政主任更不愿意配合。

所以隔天我是很有信心地拜访学校,因为有上人的法啊!到了学校,雪友师姊分享,先为志工对学校同仁造成的不便向行政主任道歉,再感恩学校同仁愿意与志工一起帮助新芽学子。多有智慧的法门,雪友师姊昨晚一定也有观看「人间菩提」。

以忏悔心道歉,行政主任的气就消了一半;接着感恩,气就再消一半。这时,大家再一起讨论流程。行政主任不愿意早上收集学生的车资卡,我就解释:「希望能麻烦主任,我们不想一间间教室向学生收集,因为这会影响学生上课。」行政主任想想,好,代收。接着,行政主任不愿意发餐券,志工就接手发。最后行政主任不愿意代发已填补好的车资卡,我就解释:「我们了解请行政人员代发是增加大家的工作,不过学生人数应该不多,只是没有向志工领的一小撮学生。更何况时间一久,学生习惯了就不会忘了来领。因此代发的学生人数应该会越来越少。」行政主任想想,好,代发。

讨论后,除了一些小细节志工需要接手外,流程大致和初访学校时没两样。看,上人的法的确是妙法!

◎没有抱怨的权利

说老实话,新芽计划苦吗?累吗?但是不管多苦多累,也没有上人苦、上人累。拜访学校后几天,在MSN上看见台湾一位慈青的别名(nickname):只有感恩的本分,没有抱怨的权利。真的是当头一棒!

所以今年的新芽计划,大家会走入小学,还会有新芽培训,一定会很「幸福」。不过承担中起烦恼,不是承担太重而是法水不够。去年我承担访视互爱干事时,上人给了我一段话,2008年4月3日的「人间菩提」:

「其实,我只有一个盼望。每一个空间,所有的慈济人,都要有与我一样的使命感。我们来承担。这承担,是为谁来承担?不是为我承担,也不是为任何一个人承担。为自己承担。因为人身难得、佛法难闻、菩萨道难行。我们难得的已得了、难闻的已闻了、难行的已行了,我们为什么不好好把握呢?」

这是Version 1。上人知道今年大家都会很「幸福」,所以再给了一段话,Version 2,是上人1月11日的「静思晨语」开示(11日当天上人特别体恤大家):

「在『法譬如水』的忏文中,就这样说:『经中佛说,人身难得、佛法难闻、众僧难值、信心难生、六根难具、善友难得。』…我们现在大家都已经『六成就了』。这六样,一般的人想要都具备,其实是相当的困难的!我们算没有困难的俱全了。…所以你们要顾好这念心。」

与大家共勉之,感恩。

Saturday, 23 January 2010

SMS 分享

与您分享上人今早今年第一场志工早会开示:新春《心》愿,慎勿放逸,叮咛慈济人,要日日慎重,秒秒珍惜。日日晚课时,都有《时日已过,命亦随减,如鱼少水,斯有何乐》的经句,而这就是要我们提醒自己要很谨慎不要放纵。上人说,我们要感恩过去的每一天、每一人,事与物,我们更要谨慎地面对未来的每一天,慎重过每一秒。有智慧的人,时间如金;如不应用而让其白白空过,那么大好的人生也是白白的浪费过去。慈力恭敬合十

感恩您捎来新年祝福语,在此也祝你新的一年里,福慧修的比上辈子多,身体练的比父母给的好。正昌,琴姬感恩合十

诸位人文真善美的家人们:即将过去的一年,感恩大家的陪伴。今天撕下墙的最后一张日历,不论过去的一年是得与失,或苦与乐,都随着时间的流逝而成为了过去。挂上新的日历,新的一年,它依然是三百六十五张。愿诸位家人在新的一年,每撕下一张日历就增长一分智慧,每一天都是,健康快乐,事事 顺心,法喜充满。祝大家~新年快乐~碧云恭敬合十

在苦难中长养慈悲...在繁琐中学习耐性...在复杂中欣赏优点...感恩家人这一年来的善解包容与疼惜,祝福大家在新的一年更有力量在人群中学习,增长智慧。济协,慈力恭敬合十

回顾过去展望未来,祝福您及家人时时平安吉祥。更祝福您时时都有把握良机与善念的睿智;克服挑战的毅力与勇气,心中常保善念不间断。感恩有您

在过几个小时,2009就要飞逝了,接替的是2010年,回顾过去,天下灾难繁多,展望未来,祈求天下无灾无难,人心净化社会祥和。愿诸位能好好珍惜现在身边所拥有的一切,把握良机与善念的睿智;克服挑战的毅力与勇气,心中常保善念不间断。敬此祝福大家:时时法喜、日日精进、年年圆满。Happy New Year - 2010

各位人文真善美的菩萨们,感恩大家在过去一年来用心用爱一撰写和拍下最美德一刻,宣扬爱的故事,记录美善足迹。有大家陪伴我们不孤单。衷心感恩大家。祝福大家福慧双修。圣诞新年快乐,事事吉祥如意。东北人文真善美干事合十

拥有正确的人生观,才能拥有幸福的人生。早安,祝福您能带着一份乐观的心去面对人生的每一个挑战!

上人的智慧:《领导》的观念:勇于配合的人,是有能力的人;善于领导的人,是有才智的人。

非常感恩您的祝福,我很快就回来,我们还有很多事要做。加油。琴姬感恩合十

世界上比美丽还要美丽的是友谊,比快乐还要快乐的是真诚;有你这一个法亲就多一份快乐!法喜的法亲,在忙碌中好好照顾自己。祝福你:2010平安吉祥

Thursday, 7 January 2010

一起晨起薰法,好嗎?

第一次參與慈青幹部營,在大組會議上,學員張葉陳琳學姊問了大夥這個問題:「我們爲什麽參與這個營隊?」我的答案很簡單:「回花蓮,上求下化。」

營隊結束后,我問自己:「從營隊中帶回了什麽?」

有形的,我帶回了八本「衲履足跡」和三冊「法譬如水」;無形的,我帶回了在講經堂内、佛陀灑淨圖前、上人座下,立的願。

◎愧稱靜思弟子

到了花蓮靜思堂,我最歡喜之處是位于靜思堂六樓的文發處文史室,也是褚于嘉學姊就職之地。文史室收藏了慈濟絕大部分的出版品,是一處能讓我流連忘返,住上三個月還嫌少的地方。記得我第一次踏進文史室時,就連續發了三聲「哇」。

來文史室,是取回寄放在于嘉學姊的八本「衲履足跡」。當我從于嘉學姊手中接過那八本「衲履足跡」時,第一個感覺就是「很重」。再來就是連續看了八本「衲履足跡」的封面,驚訝地發現上人在兩年内老了不少。從2007年春之卷到2008年冬之卷、再到圓緣時的上人,勞心勞力地為佛教為衆生皆留下了深刻的痕跡。

上人真的老了。全球慈青日圓緣時,從東側走到臺上短短的一段路,有一位委員撐扶著上人。點燃心燈時,上人忘了把雙手擡起,示意弟子把心燈高舉至眉閒。這些不起眼的小舉動,看在我的眼裏,真的好心疼…

圓緣時上人現場開示40分鐘,慈示慈青夥伴們以持素為供養、以薰法香為精進、並做好傳承的準備。德曼師父分享,上人已經很久沒有參與「全球慈青日」的營隊圓緣了,今日的蒞臨可見上人對慈青夥伴們的擔憂。

記得曾經在慈濟月刊閲讀過一段文章,有一名記者問印公導師,對上人開創慈濟四大志業、八大法印有何評價。那名記者本以爲印公導師會極大地讚美上人,卻只聽到淡淡的回復:「這是本分事。」而上人殷殷希盼弟子們持素聞法,講了一年有餘。自稱靜思弟子的我,連本分事都沒有做好!

◎震耳欲聾的安靜聲

持素,我是等到兩個月前才真正開始。至於2009年一整年的聞法,雖然「人間菩提」皆沒斷過,觀看「靜思晨語」的次數加起來卻估計不到四個月。

全球慈青會務報告時,雖然不少國家提到聞法,卻只是「薰法香」,沒有「晨鈡起」;聞法的時間大多是早上七點,次數也經常是每個禮拜而非每天。當主持會務報告的學長問道「大家一起來『晨鈡起,薰法香』好嗎」時,講經堂内七百多位慈青幹部以及懿德爸媽,竟然沒人出聲響應。學長既無奈又焦急地說:「同學們,我們是在常住師父面前阿…」

花蓮靜思堂,除了最歡喜之處,我也有個最傷感之地。那是二樓地下室的220講堂,也是志工早會連綫的地方。12月26 日早上7點半,我特地走出營本部進入220講堂,驚訝地發現只有兩位職工同仁在與上人連綫。我自我安慰地解釋因爲是禮拜六,上班的同仁不多,因此參與早會的職工較少。

12月28日,禮拜一,同樣是早上7點半,我再一次走入220講堂。人數較好,不再是個位數;近二十位同仁。我不禁向在場的師姊問道:「平常都是這麽少人嗎?」得到的回復是:「差不多。」

偌大的靜思堂内設有財務處、營建處等十多個部門,超過百位同仁,參與志工早會的人數竟然不到一成!難怪幾乎每一位講師皆鼓勵慈青夥伴們努力精進、準備傳承以及回歸志業体。因爲志業体内,在慈濟做工的人很多,慈濟人太少!臺灣志業体九千多名職工中,只有四百多位畢業慈青,人數不到5個百分點。可是,我也是慈濟人啊,我又做了多少?上人的話,我同樣是沒有聼進心坎裏啊…

◎安住願力,堅固不動

我在2008年歲末發過一個願,一個我很少提起的願。理由非常簡單,因爲一年過去了,而我卻沒有真正地身體力行這個願。這個願很簡單:每天起床時感恩有新的一天能付出,就寢時懺悔一天所犯的過錯;同時以「靜思晨語」開啓一天的生活,以「人間菩提」結束一天的付出。

去年12月,新芽計劃、訪視、心蓮之約、大愛之夜、慈青營隊接踵而來,今年則有新芽典禮、新芽發放、培訓、歲末祝福、新春園遊會,一路安排到2月6日的感恩戶新春發放。當我開始忙到忘了照顧好自己的心時,我想起活動、承擔越多、越容易起煩惱,唯一的解脫就是用佛法滋潤心田。因此我決定從新開始因為考試與活動而中斷了一個多月的「晨鐘起,薰法香」,希望上人的靜思晨語能除世熱惱,至法清涼。

全球慈青日的「青年立願晚會」上,主持的學長學姊介紹了「晨鈡起,薰法香」的緣起。那時我在營本部,驚喜地發現坐在我對面、宗教處同仁、文書組的陪伴學姊,賴曉逸學姊就是那位在2008年發起「晨鈡起,薰法香」的畢業慈青。我把握難得的因緣,向曉逸學姊詢問如何方能恒持每個清晨與上人之約。曉逸學姊簡單分享,一定要忍耐,如果那一天無法早起觀看「靜思晨語」,自己一定會在當天再挪出時間聞法。如此恆持不斷,就不容易起惰性;當你開始原諒自己第一天的不精進時,很快便會有第二天、第三天。

寫到這裡。大家因該猜到我立的願了吧?如果猜的是每天晨起薰法,只猜對了一半。我在營隊裏見到了幾位曾經一起薰法香的慈青夥伴,包括馬來西亞吉隆坡慈青陳祖淞和澳洲黃金海岸慈青學姊溫佳潁;不過也錯失了與臺灣中區懿德媽媽黃季芬師姊和慈青夥伴們見面。

祖淞同學和新加坡慈青戴佳璧同學皆發願回國后帶動慈青夥伴們一起參與「晨鈡起,薰法香」。慈青的福田我不去搶;我在上人面前立的願是:回歸四合一架構推動「晨鈡起,薰法香」,帶動社區一起聞法精進。師兄師姊如果不會使用電腦、不會上網,不管住多遠我一定前去分享技巧;我不曉得如何處理的電腦問題,我也會找能處理的人前來協助。新加坡收看不到大愛薹,師兄師姊可以在以下大愛薹的網頁觀看如同大愛電視的節目;如果不曉得如何上網下載,以下的部落格網頁可觀看「人間菩提」、「靜思晨語」、一些大愛新聞片段以及慈濟文稿。

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◎如何「敬請 上人莫憂慮」

這一次營隊,幾乎每天皆在落淚,特別是在精舍新講堂内的海外慈青營隊圓緣時唱著「想師豆」。真的只能用「熱淚盈眶」來形容,每當我唱到「上人为救众生,整日奔走不息」時,就會不自主地哽咽,無法把「上人」二字唱出口。因爲上人直到現在還是整日奔走不息,而我幾乎沒為上人分擔多少重擔,反而不知道令上人憂心了多少。

上人曾經慈示:「生命父母給,慧命師父給。師父沒有懈怠,早也講經、晚也講經,告訴你們一寸,希望你們能走對一尺。路走對了,就能皆大歡喜,捨一切煩惱。得到了法髓,就可以自己製造新血,讓慧命不斷成長。除了『人間菩提』,大家也要看『靜思晨語』。若是不看,法從何來?光靠緣分做慈濟,緣盡法散;此生沒有接到法,下一生又如何以法度人?師父很密集地撒出法網,精進不懈怠要將法傳給你們,你們若是不接,我也『無法度』。只是不捨大家慧命中斷,此世緣盡,未再深結法緣,來世緣盡法散…」

黃思賢師兄在「時代青年的使命感」這堂課中與慈青夥伴們立下十年之約。上人今年73嵗,已經準備好交接了;30多年年資的慈濟委員也越來越少了,資深委員皆準備好交接了,如果我們現在不聞法,十年后如何接棒?

劉明醒學姊導讀「衲履足跡」時分享,「衲履足跡」不只是書重,法也重,希望大夥不要等到「衲履足跡」變薄、變輕時再來讀。因爲到時,已經沒有多少「法」了。

如果還不聞法,如何上求佛法、下化衆生?立願文常唱「傳承法脈心相係,弘揚宗門志不移」;如果不入經藏,如何傳承靜思法脈?如何弘揚慈濟宗門?上人的悲願是「娑婆不淨,慈濟不止」;如果不入法,如何讓慈濟法輪常轉?如何「敬請 上人莫憂慮」?

全球慈青日圓緣時,學員們皆從上人手中領過歲末福慧紅包。上人開示:「福慧紅包是師父的智慧財產,每一位都要把紅包收好。日後師父不在了,你們可以打開來,看看有沒有哪一年斷過沒領。」當下我是一陣心酸;上人是希望在自己百年之後,弟子還是會努力精進,智慧增長不曾間斷。

上人老了,師兄師姊、慈青夥伴們,我們準備好傳承了嗎?讓我們一起深入經藏,完成我的願,成就大家的慧命,減輕上人的憂慮。

好嗎?

Tuesday, 29 December 2009

戴穩安全帽

巴生.賴濟嶸

看看別人、想想自己,在物質上雖然無法跟人比,心靈深處卻是那麼自在、寧靜。不管未來還有多少日子,祈願這一生平平凡凡,不讓生命染上污點。

我曾經去過斯里蘭卡、越南和緬甸,這三個地方的機車騎士都不需要戴安全帽,尤其是在越南和緬甸,騎機車的人特別多,戴安全帽的人卻是寥寥無幾。

隨著時代的進步,人們的觀念跟著改變,我國早就實施戴安全帽的強制法規。剛開始大家很不認同且諸多埋怨,後來才漸漸習慣。可是在鄉下地區,仍常常看到不戴安全帽的騎士。冷靜想想:騎機車戴安全帽是為了保護生命,萬一意外造成腦部損傷,患者將成為龐大的社會負擔。

◎ 父親的“身教”

我來自窮鄉僻壤,村裡沒有電燈,昏暗的小油燈將爸爸的影子映在板牆上,小油燈的火焰隨風忽東忽西,牆上的影子也不停地搖晃。看著爸爸倒了滿滿的一大杯黑狗啤酒,泡沫快溢出來了,他還是很從容地握著酒瓶繼續倒,雙唇緊閉,一副很滿足的樣子。鄉下的夜晚,清脆的剝花生聲響,交織著叢林間的蟲鳴,至今印象仍十分深刻。在我幼小的心靈,爸爸做的事應該沒有錯,希望我長大後也能像爸爸一樣悠閒自在……

直到參加慈濟後,我才把酒慢慢戒掉。曾經和我在一夜間喝完一支 XO 的好友在我戒酒後,雖然尊重我以茶代酒,可是他自己卻越喝越兇,甚至無酒很難以入眠。在某年的元宵,物質富裕的他飽受肝炎的折磨,帶著滿腔遺憾離開世間。

◎ 相信 為何不做

二OO三年SARS疫情期間,我與人醫會醫師共餐,一位印裔醫師問道:“你天天吃素嗎?”我回答:“沒有,但已經接近百分之九十了。”我的理由是那時爸爸還在世,需要陪他一起用餐。他說:“我十五歲就吃素了。”

接著他問我,你參加慈濟這麼久了,相信師父的話嗎?我很自然地回答:“當然相信。”“既然相信,為什麼到現在還不持素呢?”他的話讓我若有所悟。

念生物系畢業的我,過去在實驗室裡解剖小動物,只知道殺人有罪,卻不瞭解殺傷其他動物是和眾生結下惡緣的開始,所以沒有因果的觀念。很感恩有這樣的因緣,使我下定決心遵守不殺生戒。

◎ 生活周遭充滿善意

守戒這幾年來,對其他動物的憐憫心自然浮現;只要看得到、做得到的,我一定讓小動物有活命的機會。多一分體會其他動物的生存權利,就多一分去瞭解生命平等的意義。奇怪得很,我的生活周遭好像充滿善意,連非生命的日常用品或代步的交通工具,我都會倍加珍惜。

邪淫戒是許多人難以啟齒,卻又是殺傷力最大的。有一位生意場上很成功的朋友,惹上婚外情,從此生活無寧日。當他奄奄一息躺在病榻時,妻妾為了財產而吵鬧不休。他死後留下多少財產我不清楚,只知道三年後的今天,他的下一代仍為了爭奪財產而煩惱、憤怒、心有不甘……熄滅一個邪念,就制止了人生的大劫難,這樣的安全帽一定要戴啊!

人最難看到的是“自己”。成為慈濟人之後,我到底有什麼改變?我想:物質上沒法跟人比,心靈深處卻是那麼自在、寧靜。看看別人、想想自己,我真的很感恩也很珍惜這個福分。人總要老去,不管未來還有多少日子,祈願這一生平平凡凡,不讓生命染上污點。

Friday, 25 December 2009

25/12/2009至31/12/2009告假 - 返回花莲参与海外慈青营队

My baggage is finally packed, 17 kg including 15 copies of Tzu Chi Singapore Journals. Hence, I am truely returning back to Hualien light. ^^

Just finished watching Master's teaching. Going to airport now. Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.

Gan En.


晓群师姊:掏空,每一天;缩小,谦卑,吸收,成长。

偉豪师兄:夥伴啊,記得要掏空,才能回去裝進新事物;慈濟人嘛,都有兩下子的,當下和放下。無限祝福。

慈婷师姊:在此祝您一路平安,回去花莲取经,回来新加坡铺路。

慈吟师姊:感恩通知,祝福歡歡喜喜出门, 平平安安回家, 當然還要帶著滿滿的法喜回來跟大家分享。

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诸位菩萨日安,

末学将于25/12/2009至31/12/2009返回花莲参与海外慈青营队,因此向诸位告假。访视的福田,请找丽君师姊;新芽的福田,请找鸣凤师姊和云娇师姊;3合1的福田,请找伟豪师兄和采灵师姊。

末学的班机如下,欢迎送机、接机。^^

25/12/2009 CI752 早上10点25分启航
31/12/2009 CI751 晚上8点45分抵达


祝福吉祥,
末學榮光感恩合十

Friday, 18 December 2009

等待以久的一场法会

去年7月我在精舍安单时,在寮房听到一位师兄告诉一位慈青,今晚黄思贤师兄会在精舍分享自己在缅甸勘灾发放的心得。那时候的我,不晓得谁是思贤师兄,加上贪睡的惰性发作,当晚思贤师兄在观音殿分享,我就在寮房「小死」。结果隔天吴政宪师兄知道我竟然错过了思贤师兄的分享时,摇了摇头、叹了口气,对我说:「真的太可惜了,难得有机会回返精舍,要学会把握因缘。」

现在的我,了解思贤师兄是上人身傍的大护法,全球慈济志工的总督导。因此,当然不能错过12月16日,思贤师兄与干部和志工的座谈会。很感恩,当下的感觉是如参加了一场法会,而不是一场座谈会。结束时,我真的感觉到「尔时大会皆大欢喜,为佛作礼,受持而去。」

不象以往分会的心灵讲座,嘉宾讲述自己的人生经验,分享的多为方便法门。思贤师兄则是舍方取正,句句皆是正法。这一场法会,从温故、印证、解惑到警惕,我是闻法闻得满心欢喜。

◎温故:何必眉不开,烦恼无尽时;若能转法轮,当下最优哉

其实这场法会来的正是时候。自从12月1日考完试后,新芽计划、访视、心莲之约、慈青营队、大爱之夜接踵而来,我是天天穿上志服,夜夜往分会跑。眼看明年的活动从1月2日的新芽发放起跑,接着是培训、岁末祝福、新春园游会,一路安排到2月6日的感恩户新春发放,加上人事变动,说不累是不可能的。

当我开始忙到忘了照顾好自己的心时,我想起了金庸武侠小说「天龙八部」里的少林扫地僧。此僧说道,越高深的武功戾气越重,因此越容易走火入魔。唯一的方法就是用佛法扫除戾气。同样的道理,活动、承担越多、越容易起烦恼,唯一的法门就是用佛法滋润心田。

一番提醒,我决定从新开始因为考试与慈济活动而中断了一个多月的「晨钟起,薰法香」,希望上人的静思晨语能除世热恼,至法清凉。所以当思贤师兄开始谈因缘果报时,我当下就感觉如同重温了上人「法譬如水」的开示。

有因无缘不成果,因成缘聚果显报;「因」是累身累世在八识田中种下的业,而「缘」是让「因」成熟的条件。当因缘汇聚时,就结「果」显「报」。我一直不是很明白「果」和「报」的分别。所以当思贤师兄简单地说:「报就是感觉」时,一切都变得很明朗。

世间一切,无人主宰,也非自然形成,皆是因缘聚会而来。进入慈济,是与上人累生累世结下的善因;不过缘深或是缘浅,则看自己能否恒持那一念初发心;得到的成果是法喜还是无明,就看自己是否计较于回报。在菩萨道上修行,要学习把握当下的「缘」,显「报」时学会放下,时时精进地把心顾好。

◎印证:本性清静

谈完「缘起」,思贤师兄接着说「性空」。佛陀开悟后说的第一句话是:「奇哉!奇哉!大地众生皆有如来智慧德相,但因妄想、执著不能证得。」所以众生都有其清静的本性,皆可成佛。

可惜凡夫在无名与无知中蹉跎人生,造就无数罪与过,不断地轮回于六道之中。因此水忏上卷就写道:「第一惭愧者,自惟我与释迦如来,同为凡夫;而今世尊成道以来,已经尔所尘沙劫数;而我等相与耽染六尘,轮转生死永无出期。」

这一个多月来,因为活动多,烦恼也相对的多。常想如何能不让心染尘,脑海浮现的答案是「心经」中的:「心无挂碍,无挂碍故;无有恐怖,远离颠倒梦想,究竟涅磐。」我从当兵时就开始背诵「心经」,每天三遍,已近十年。但只背其文字,不明其意。在慈济承担干部快一年,在人与事的磨合下,慢慢开始明白这段经文的意思。

但是,我还是总觉得这一段「心经」和静思法脉不是很契合。直到思贤师兄点破,往前几句:「其心禅寂,常在三昧,恬安澹泊,无为无欲,颠倒乱想,不复得入;静寂清澄,志玄虚漠,守之不动,亿百千劫;无量法门,悉现在前,得大智慧,通达诸法。」

如此,两段经文就契合起来,印证了「心经」和「无量义经」是相通的。欢喜感恩,我所理解的并没有偏离静思法脉、慈济宗门。

◎解惑:法的源头

思贤师兄讲起静思法脉、慈济宗门,也同时解答了我一个很大的疑惑。11月中旬,美国慈青学长陈怡玮师姊前来新加坡出席会议,我把握因缘和怡玮师姊见了面。谈话间,怡玮师姊分享「八八水灾」时,人刚好在花莲,亲身看到上人的辛劳。因为凡大小事物,众师兄师姊都需要请示上人。

这令我想起自己刚接下访视互爱干事时,也是一大堆问题,三不五时就找社工或访视和气干事解惑。觉得自己「法」不够用,所以发奋往慈济月刊和大爱新闻里寻「法」。阅读了近两年的慈济月刊,观看了近一年的大爱新闻,寻获无量的「法」;可是「一生无量」的那「一」,我却遍寻不获。

既然上人是全球慈济人「法」的依归,那上人「法」的源头在那?

11月21日培训当天、诵读「德行品」时,我就隐约觉得上人「法」的源头应该是描述菩萨德行的「德行品」,毕竟慈济是行菩萨道的团体。不过,到底是那一段文字,我却一直捉不到重点。

思贤师兄解释:「『法华三部经』中,上人认为『无量义经』是其精髓;而『无量义经』中,又以『德行品』最重要;而『德行品』中,『静寂清澄,志玄虚漠,守之不动,亿百千劫;无量法门,悉现在前,得大智慧,通达诸法』最能体现菩萨的境界。」

佛陀入灭时,告知弟子「以法为师、以戒为师、以苦为师。」原来绕了一圈,上人「法」的源头就是静思法脉、慈济宗门。猛然想起,「说法品」中就有这一段文:「斯经譬如一种子,百千万亿从它生;千亿种子复又生,展转乃至无尽量。」

上人早已明心见性,智慧如海,方能看得如此的透彻。

◎警惕:菩萨道上最大的障碍

上人的智慧,还体现在确立了四合一架构,为万年立法。架构是平行的,因此不分上下;干部是有责无权的志工,除了为自己的修行而承担,同时也为众生而付出。思贤师兄进一步解释,佛教徒皈依三宝时,都会念「自皈依佛,当愿众生,体解大道,发无上心; 自皈依法,当愿众生,深入经藏,智慧如海;自皈依僧,当愿众生,统理大众,一切无碍。」

思贤师兄念了三次「当愿众生」,犹如当头棒喝。上个月我领了培训证后,脑海里便心心念念着明年受证,妄想一直挥之不去。十二月上旬,我还问了互爱组长张洁仪师姊我明年是否有机会受证。洁仪师姊与我解释,受证必须先做到「佛心师志」。「师志」比较简单,四大志业、八大法印,只要有付出就是秉承师志。可是「佛心」就比较困难,要做到佛陀的本怀,不忍众生受苦难,愿意恒持行在菩萨道上。

这个月的干部读书会,互爱副组长萧明兰师姊也提出了相近的问题:「慈济人在修菩萨道,是不是一直想着成佛?」我想起曾经问过波士顿互爱组长应诗白师兄这个问题,得到的答案是:「执着成佛,是起了痴心;因为佛不因执着而成。」

同样的道理,受证不因执着而成。

思贤师兄一句「只想自己,忘了众生,便从大乘堕入了小乘」点醒了我。「我执」放不下,菩萨道难行;承担不了「佛心」,当然就不具备受证的条件。原来洁仪师姊看到我行在菩萨道上最大的障碍:「不动法障菩提道」。

「师志」我做了很多,不过慈悲喜舍四无量「佛心」还差一大截。就如美国吴建发师兄所分享,受证前与受证后,本来就是没有分别的。如果觉得有分别,就是还不适合受证。

我真的离受证还很远,是因该放下这一份妄想和执著。就如思贤师兄结尾时的分享:慈济人间菩萨道,守着「付出无所求,感恩尊重爱」,做上人的窝心弟子就对了。

Monday, 23 November 2009

Contentment, Gratitude and Love Beget an Affluent Life

By Master Cheng Yen
Translated by Teresa Chang

Material possessions do not guarantee a life of happiness. On the contrary, ceaseless craving for more material comfort is certain to result in a life of misery. Material greed begets a poverty of affection and love. Altruistic love, on the other hand, makes us spiritually and mentally rich. To be the most affluent persons in the world, we should try to lead a life of contentment and gratitude, and to give of ourselves with love.

Society is like the human body, in which harmful and beneficial bacteria coexist. If the body's immune system is strong, the harmful bacteria are held in check and the body does not fall ill. The same is true for society. If a society has strong immunity (i.e. healthy minds and attitudes), it can fight off the negative forces that impact it and remain healthy.

The mass media influence a society's immune system tremendously. They bolster or hinder the ability of people to respond positively to events in the world. If the media produce wholesome programs and report good news, the social immune systems of viewers will be fortified. When the minds of people are clean, society will move in a positive direction. However, harmful effects will ensue if the media choose to distribute only nasty, sensational news. Like bad bacteria overwhelming a person's immune system, such unwholesome news overpowers the good minds and hearts of the viewers and can turn society upside down.

In the middle of September, the Department of Communication Studies at Tzu Chi University held a "robe ceremony" in which Master Cheng Yen presented uniforms to fourth-year students ready to begin their internship training at TV stations, magazines and newspapers in Taiwan. The ceremony carries the same symbolic meaning as the ceremony held for our students in the Tzu Chi College of Medicine. For medical students, the robe signifies the faculty's best wishes for them and the hope that they will learn medical skills and a sense of mission while serving as interns in our hospitals. For the students in Communication Studies, the robe signifies our hope that they will learn to report positive news and help bring a stream of purity and harmony into society. In the same way that medical professionals can protect and save the physical lives of patients, workers in the mass media can protect and save the wisdom and spiritual lives of the viewers.

The world of mass communications is a complicated place. I hope that our students will be immune from pollutants, protect their minds, and uphold their vows to promote the bright side of human nature. I hope they help purify people's minds by producing only quality programs and covering good news on decent people and events. May they always uphold the vow they made at the robe ceremony: "We fully understand that the impact of the media--whether positive or negative, wholesome or unwholesome--as great power within society. The influence of the media hinges entirely upon the mindsets and perspectives of those of us working in the media industry. We hereby vow: May our mindset of kindness and all our efforts help cleanse people's hearts, create a more peaceful and harmonious society, and lead to a world free of disasters."

It is not easy to help lift all people from poverty, but at least everyone can be equally rich spiritually--rich in love and wisdom.

Life used to be simpler and people were more easily content. As an old Chinese saying goes, "It is better to teach your children a useful skill than to give them a thousand pieces of gold." In the past, parents just needed to help their children learn a skill, after which the children would start to share the family's financial burdens by finding work. But life is harder nowadays. People are too concerned with their possessions; they endlessly compare what they have with others. People living in societies overwhelmed by materialism have become less content. When they gain one thing, they crave nine more. Children, steeped in a culture of materialism since infancy, learn from their parents and grow up thinking that happiness is directly related to the number of one's possessions.

A little greed may seem harmless. However, this human defect will grow stronger and stronger, until it becomes insatiable. No matter how much we own, we will never feel satisfied. Greed also breeds antagonism in families, among members of society, and even between nations. It is the root of all chaos in the world.

Will we ever have enough? If we are always comparing what we have with what others have, we will never feel adequate. We will want more and more and more, and we will never feel like we have enough. As the saying goes, "Aarice is what makes money scarce." If we can become less greedy and more content, we will never feel that anything is inadequate. Actually, we need very little in our everyday lives to experience contentment.

The source of greed is a lack of altruistic love. Only love will make our hearts rich. How can we experience this richness? We could start by truly appreciating the things others have and not wanting to own them ourselves. Then we could try our best to make others feel peaceful and carefree with our sincere care and love. When we share what we have with others, we are actually bringing joy and spiritual affluence to ourselves.

The arid mountains of China's Gansu Province are home to many impoverished children. Although they own virtually nothing, they live lives of contentment. It is not uncommon for the children to walk several hours to and from school each day. They are happy to be able to attend school, even though the school is rather shabby. They cherish what they have, however little it might be. Recently, a camera team sent from our Tzu Chi Da Ai TV Station videotaped a heartrending scene of a little schoolgirl writing her lessons. The youngster's pencil had been worn down to only 1 centimeter [half an inch], but she didn't seem to mind. As she held the nub of the pencil tightly in her fingers, she was just happy to have the ability and opportunity to write.

Deeply moved for the girl and other poor children shown in the footage, Chen Zhi-an (陳芝安), a Da Ai TV producer, started a Pencil Case Drive. She called on children in Taiwan to donate pencils and pencil cases for children living in impoverished areas. Schoolchildren throughout Taiwan responded warmly, and within just a few months our TV station had received over 10,000 pencil cases filled with brand-new pencils and other items. The school supplies were sent to children living in Gansu, Guizhou, northern Thailand, and other poor regions. The drive created ripples of love that are still moving outward.

A mother of a child who participated in the drive said that she used to buy her children expensive, brand-name stationery, but they did not appreciate it at all. When she saw how happy the children in Gansu were despite their poverty, she was suddenly inspired. She said that from now on she would teach her children by example, demonstrating frugality herself and encouraging her children to say "No" to their insatiable desires.

Many adults in Gansu's Tianzhu Plateau leave their hometowns and families behind to work in big cities. Young children are often left under the care of their elderly grandparents. Liping is a young girl in this situation. Her parents work in the city, so she and her two siblings live with their grandmother. Although she is only in eighth grade, she is very mature for her age. After school, she rushes directly home to help her grandmother with the chores. She knows that her parents are working hard to support them, so she studies hard and gets good grades. Her dream is to earn money by working as an interpreter so that she can help other poor children like her in the future.

Although life is hard on Liping, she does not complain. Besides being determined to make life better for her own family, she has vowed to help other impoverished children lead happy lives. A child with a heart like hers is truly rare.

The number of people living in poverty in the world is incomprehensible. I often pray that all of them will break free from the fetters of poverty. This is a wish that can hardly be realized. However, everyone can find spiritual richness. All we have to do is to desire little, give freely, and rejoice over the happiness of others. A person with such a mindset is truly blessed and wealthy beyond measure.

In the cycle of reincarnation, one is rarely reborn as a human being. So live this life with a sense of mission to improve yourself and others.

According to a World Health Organization report, approximately one million people committed suicide in 2000. Many of those who committed suicide actually lived in wealthy nations. Many had happy families, higher education, and decent jobs. But because of erroneous thoughts, they felt forever trapped. Ending their own lives seemed to be the only way out of their troubles.

But does ending one's life really resolve one's troubles? The answer is, "No!" Moreover, it breaks the hearts of the many beloved relatives left to pick up the pieces. In 2003, WHO designated September 10 as "World Suicide Prevention Day." In my opinion, every day should be designated as World Suicide Prevention Day.

Life is impermanent. How fortunate we are, born into the world safe and sound and growing up safe and strong. No matter whether our families are rich or poor, we should cherish and be grateful for life. If we could live out the value of life and serve others, how fulfilling and joyful our lives would be.

In the cycle of reincarnation, life in human form is so hard to come by. Let us live then with a sense of mission. Let us cherish life and be strong. We have to be responsible for ourselves. When our lives seem uneventful, we should be all the more grateful that accidents and misfortunes have not befallen us. We should treasure our blessings. We should take our gratitude a step further and help others to receive blessings as well. Should accidents or misfortunes happen, we should accept them and face them with strength. Once we have weathered our trials and are standing on our feet again, we can help many more people to find happiness for themselves. In so doing, we live up to the true value of our precious life.

Cai Lin-zhang (蔡林樟) is a Tzu Chi volunteer who was born into a well-to-do family. He was very successful in school and later in his career. When he was 28, he was diagnosed with tongue cancer. He received treatment and fortunately regained his health. Putting his illness behind him, he got married and started a family. But when he was 45, another tumor was found in his mouth. This time around, the cancer was much more resistant to treatment. He suffered tremendously through a total of seven surgeries. He required many skin grafts, and he was in terrible pain. At one point, he considered ending his suffering by committing suicide.

A relative reminded him that even Avalokitesvara Guan Yin Bodhisattva would be unable to help him if he constantly lamented his illness and cultivated thoughts of suicide. As if hit by a thunderbolt from the sky, he suddenly realized that so much of the pain he had endured was from a hell he had created for himself. He saw that instead of dwelling on his suffering, he should cherish the fact that he was still alive. With that thought, he picked himself up.

Later, Lin-zhang joined Tzu Chi and used his story to encourage other patients in Tzu Chi hospitals. He has regained his confidence and happiness by giving of himself through volunteer work. He leads a happy and rewarding life by encouraging spiritually and physically emaciated patients to regain hope for life.

There was once a young lady who suffered a broken heart when her boyfriend broke up with her. One day she happened to walk by the Tzu Chi office in Kaohsiung, in southern Taiwan. On an impulse, she walked in. She broke down crying as soon as she saw the volunteers. They listened to her sad story and comforted her. A volunteer told her, "If one person doesn't love you anymore, why don't you come to Tzu Chi so that you will be loved by many?" The words brought a smile to her face. Now she frequents the Tzu Chi office and helps with the cleaning chores. Her volunteering has cleaned away her sadness. Although she lost the love of one, she gained the love of thousands. A change in her way of thinking enabled her to enrich her life.

We were all born into the world. The process of "being born" itself was no easy task. Even after being delivered from our mother's womb into this world, the journey of life that awaits us is not always sunny. Life's weather can be cloudy, rainy, or even stormy. Life can fluctuate between hope and despair. When you are experiencing stormy conditions on your life's journey, just hang in there. The sun will come out again soon. Please don't quit, and, above all please don't hurt yourself.

Life lies in the span of a breath. Every second of life deserves to be cherished. Every second of life should be used to brighten up the lives of others.

Let's eat meals, use things, and travel around in an environmentally friendly way. Curbing global warming is not hard if we really care.

When the SARS epidemic hit Asia in 2003, Tzu Chi appealed to everyone to eat vegetarian meals. Following a vegetarian diet is a way to humble ourselves, refrain from taking the lives of animals, and show respect for nature. Volunteers in Malaysia responded to our appeal in 2003 by holding a vegetarian bazaar to raise money for charity. The bazaar has become an annual event. This year, it was held on September 2.

Volunteers cooked with enthusiasm at the vegetarian event, wanting to show people that a meal without meat could be delicious. The bazaar was also plastic-free: no plastic bags or Styrofoam containers were used. Volunteers encouraged everyone to bring their own bags and eating utensils. Over 50,000 people attended the bazaar, and everyone listened to our volunteers' appeal to be good to the earth. Not only did people eat in an environmentally friendly way, they also arrived at the bazaar in the same way: via public transportation or by using car pools. This reduced carbon emissions.

More than 3,000 volunteers participated in the event. Among the volunteers were some patients of the Tzu Chi free dialysis clinic or other long-term care recipients. After witnessing what Tzu Chi members did for their long-term care recipients, many people offered to help. They realized that they could help others just like the Tzu Chi volunteers. In this way, volunteers successfully used the occasion of a fundraising bazaar to raise the public's environmental awareness and interest in altruism.

The whole event was an admirable achievement. We might have thought it would have been too difficult to achieve. But when we rid ourselves of self-doubt, nothing is too difficult. When we open our hearts, we can achieve anything.

The earth provides for all living creatures, but the growing human population is putting a lot of strain on the earth's resources. People are constantly polluting the air and water and destroying the land, all to make their lives more convenient. The ecological systems of our planet have fallen ill. The environmental crises we created today will be passed on to our children and grandchildren. It will not end unless we change our lifestyles from now on.

Curbing global warming is not impossible, but we need to take action to make it happen. Let us start by purifying our minds, leading a simpler life, and respecting Mother Nature. Only by doing so can the world be peaceful, livable and free from disasters.

Source at http://tzuchi-culture.com/taipei_new/?mod=tc_monthly_en&act=detail&id=47

Mandarin Source at http://www.newdaai.tv/culture/?mod=tc_monthly&act=detail&id=258

Friday, 13 November 2009

世界行善日‏

今天11月13日是世界行善日,送上非洲菊一朵,感恩大家一路的陪伴,日日行善,为净化人心、祥和社会、天下无灾难而努力。