Friday, 18 December 2009

等待以久的一场法会

去年7月我在精舍安单时,在寮房听到一位师兄告诉一位慈青,今晚黄思贤师兄会在精舍分享自己在缅甸勘灾发放的心得。那时候的我,不晓得谁是思贤师兄,加上贪睡的惰性发作,当晚思贤师兄在观音殿分享,我就在寮房「小死」。结果隔天吴政宪师兄知道我竟然错过了思贤师兄的分享时,摇了摇头、叹了口气,对我说:「真的太可惜了,难得有机会回返精舍,要学会把握因缘。」

现在的我,了解思贤师兄是上人身傍的大护法,全球慈济志工的总督导。因此,当然不能错过12月16日,思贤师兄与干部和志工的座谈会。很感恩,当下的感觉是如参加了一场法会,而不是一场座谈会。结束时,我真的感觉到「尔时大会皆大欢喜,为佛作礼,受持而去。」

不象以往分会的心灵讲座,嘉宾讲述自己的人生经验,分享的多为方便法门。思贤师兄则是舍方取正,句句皆是正法。这一场法会,从温故、印证、解惑到警惕,我是闻法闻得满心欢喜。

◎温故:何必眉不开,烦恼无尽时;若能转法轮,当下最优哉

其实这场法会来的正是时候。自从12月1日考完试后,新芽计划、访视、心莲之约、慈青营队、大爱之夜接踵而来,我是天天穿上志服,夜夜往分会跑。眼看明年的活动从1月2日的新芽发放起跑,接着是培训、岁末祝福、新春园游会,一路安排到2月6日的感恩户新春发放,加上人事变动,说不累是不可能的。

当我开始忙到忘了照顾好自己的心时,我想起了金庸武侠小说「天龙八部」里的少林扫地僧。此僧说道,越高深的武功戾气越重,因此越容易走火入魔。唯一的方法就是用佛法扫除戾气。同样的道理,活动、承担越多、越容易起烦恼,唯一的法门就是用佛法滋润心田。

一番提醒,我决定从新开始因为考试与慈济活动而中断了一个多月的「晨钟起,薰法香」,希望上人的静思晨语能除世热恼,至法清凉。所以当思贤师兄开始谈因缘果报时,我当下就感觉如同重温了上人「法譬如水」的开示。

有因无缘不成果,因成缘聚果显报;「因」是累身累世在八识田中种下的业,而「缘」是让「因」成熟的条件。当因缘汇聚时,就结「果」显「报」。我一直不是很明白「果」和「报」的分别。所以当思贤师兄简单地说:「报就是感觉」时,一切都变得很明朗。

世间一切,无人主宰,也非自然形成,皆是因缘聚会而来。进入慈济,是与上人累生累世结下的善因;不过缘深或是缘浅,则看自己能否恒持那一念初发心;得到的成果是法喜还是无明,就看自己是否计较于回报。在菩萨道上修行,要学习把握当下的「缘」,显「报」时学会放下,时时精进地把心顾好。

◎印证:本性清静

谈完「缘起」,思贤师兄接着说「性空」。佛陀开悟后说的第一句话是:「奇哉!奇哉!大地众生皆有如来智慧德相,但因妄想、执著不能证得。」所以众生都有其清静的本性,皆可成佛。

可惜凡夫在无名与无知中蹉跎人生,造就无数罪与过,不断地轮回于六道之中。因此水忏上卷就写道:「第一惭愧者,自惟我与释迦如来,同为凡夫;而今世尊成道以来,已经尔所尘沙劫数;而我等相与耽染六尘,轮转生死永无出期。」

这一个多月来,因为活动多,烦恼也相对的多。常想如何能不让心染尘,脑海浮现的答案是「心经」中的:「心无挂碍,无挂碍故;无有恐怖,远离颠倒梦想,究竟涅磐。」我从当兵时就开始背诵「心经」,每天三遍,已近十年。但只背其文字,不明其意。在慈济承担干部快一年,在人与事的磨合下,慢慢开始明白这段经文的意思。

但是,我还是总觉得这一段「心经」和静思法脉不是很契合。直到思贤师兄点破,往前几句:「其心禅寂,常在三昧,恬安澹泊,无为无欲,颠倒乱想,不复得入;静寂清澄,志玄虚漠,守之不动,亿百千劫;无量法门,悉现在前,得大智慧,通达诸法。」

如此,两段经文就契合起来,印证了「心经」和「无量义经」是相通的。欢喜感恩,我所理解的并没有偏离静思法脉、慈济宗门。

◎解惑:法的源头

思贤师兄讲起静思法脉、慈济宗门,也同时解答了我一个很大的疑惑。11月中旬,美国慈青学长陈怡玮师姊前来新加坡出席会议,我把握因缘和怡玮师姊见了面。谈话间,怡玮师姊分享「八八水灾」时,人刚好在花莲,亲身看到上人的辛劳。因为凡大小事物,众师兄师姊都需要请示上人。

这令我想起自己刚接下访视互爱干事时,也是一大堆问题,三不五时就找社工或访视和气干事解惑。觉得自己「法」不够用,所以发奋往慈济月刊和大爱新闻里寻「法」。阅读了近两年的慈济月刊,观看了近一年的大爱新闻,寻获无量的「法」;可是「一生无量」的那「一」,我却遍寻不获。

既然上人是全球慈济人「法」的依归,那上人「法」的源头在那?

11月21日培训当天、诵读「德行品」时,我就隐约觉得上人「法」的源头应该是描述菩萨德行的「德行品」,毕竟慈济是行菩萨道的团体。不过,到底是那一段文字,我却一直捉不到重点。

思贤师兄解释:「『法华三部经』中,上人认为『无量义经』是其精髓;而『无量义经』中,又以『德行品』最重要;而『德行品』中,『静寂清澄,志玄虚漠,守之不动,亿百千劫;无量法门,悉现在前,得大智慧,通达诸法』最能体现菩萨的境界。」

佛陀入灭时,告知弟子「以法为师、以戒为师、以苦为师。」原来绕了一圈,上人「法」的源头就是静思法脉、慈济宗门。猛然想起,「说法品」中就有这一段文:「斯经譬如一种子,百千万亿从它生;千亿种子复又生,展转乃至无尽量。」

上人早已明心见性,智慧如海,方能看得如此的透彻。

◎警惕:菩萨道上最大的障碍

上人的智慧,还体现在确立了四合一架构,为万年立法。架构是平行的,因此不分上下;干部是有责无权的志工,除了为自己的修行而承担,同时也为众生而付出。思贤师兄进一步解释,佛教徒皈依三宝时,都会念「自皈依佛,当愿众生,体解大道,发无上心; 自皈依法,当愿众生,深入经藏,智慧如海;自皈依僧,当愿众生,统理大众,一切无碍。」

思贤师兄念了三次「当愿众生」,犹如当头棒喝。上个月我领了培训证后,脑海里便心心念念着明年受证,妄想一直挥之不去。十二月上旬,我还问了互爱组长张洁仪师姊我明年是否有机会受证。洁仪师姊与我解释,受证必须先做到「佛心师志」。「师志」比较简单,四大志业、八大法印,只要有付出就是秉承师志。可是「佛心」就比较困难,要做到佛陀的本怀,不忍众生受苦难,愿意恒持行在菩萨道上。

这个月的干部读书会,互爱副组长萧明兰师姊也提出了相近的问题:「慈济人在修菩萨道,是不是一直想着成佛?」我想起曾经问过波士顿互爱组长应诗白师兄这个问题,得到的答案是:「执着成佛,是起了痴心;因为佛不因执着而成。」

同样的道理,受证不因执着而成。

思贤师兄一句「只想自己,忘了众生,便从大乘堕入了小乘」点醒了我。「我执」放不下,菩萨道难行;承担不了「佛心」,当然就不具备受证的条件。原来洁仪师姊看到我行在菩萨道上最大的障碍:「不动法障菩提道」。

「师志」我做了很多,不过慈悲喜舍四无量「佛心」还差一大截。就如美国吴建发师兄所分享,受证前与受证后,本来就是没有分别的。如果觉得有分别,就是还不适合受证。

我真的离受证还很远,是因该放下这一份妄想和执著。就如思贤师兄结尾时的分享:慈济人间菩萨道,守着「付出无所求,感恩尊重爱」,做上人的窝心弟子就对了。

Monday, 23 November 2009

Contentment, Gratitude and Love Beget an Affluent Life

By Master Cheng Yen
Translated by Teresa Chang

Material possessions do not guarantee a life of happiness. On the contrary, ceaseless craving for more material comfort is certain to result in a life of misery. Material greed begets a poverty of affection and love. Altruistic love, on the other hand, makes us spiritually and mentally rich. To be the most affluent persons in the world, we should try to lead a life of contentment and gratitude, and to give of ourselves with love.

Society is like the human body, in which harmful and beneficial bacteria coexist. If the body's immune system is strong, the harmful bacteria are held in check and the body does not fall ill. The same is true for society. If a society has strong immunity (i.e. healthy minds and attitudes), it can fight off the negative forces that impact it and remain healthy.

The mass media influence a society's immune system tremendously. They bolster or hinder the ability of people to respond positively to events in the world. If the media produce wholesome programs and report good news, the social immune systems of viewers will be fortified. When the minds of people are clean, society will move in a positive direction. However, harmful effects will ensue if the media choose to distribute only nasty, sensational news. Like bad bacteria overwhelming a person's immune system, such unwholesome news overpowers the good minds and hearts of the viewers and can turn society upside down.

In the middle of September, the Department of Communication Studies at Tzu Chi University held a "robe ceremony" in which Master Cheng Yen presented uniforms to fourth-year students ready to begin their internship training at TV stations, magazines and newspapers in Taiwan. The ceremony carries the same symbolic meaning as the ceremony held for our students in the Tzu Chi College of Medicine. For medical students, the robe signifies the faculty's best wishes for them and the hope that they will learn medical skills and a sense of mission while serving as interns in our hospitals. For the students in Communication Studies, the robe signifies our hope that they will learn to report positive news and help bring a stream of purity and harmony into society. In the same way that medical professionals can protect and save the physical lives of patients, workers in the mass media can protect and save the wisdom and spiritual lives of the viewers.

The world of mass communications is a complicated place. I hope that our students will be immune from pollutants, protect their minds, and uphold their vows to promote the bright side of human nature. I hope they help purify people's minds by producing only quality programs and covering good news on decent people and events. May they always uphold the vow they made at the robe ceremony: "We fully understand that the impact of the media--whether positive or negative, wholesome or unwholesome--as great power within society. The influence of the media hinges entirely upon the mindsets and perspectives of those of us working in the media industry. We hereby vow: May our mindset of kindness and all our efforts help cleanse people's hearts, create a more peaceful and harmonious society, and lead to a world free of disasters."

It is not easy to help lift all people from poverty, but at least everyone can be equally rich spiritually--rich in love and wisdom.

Life used to be simpler and people were more easily content. As an old Chinese saying goes, "It is better to teach your children a useful skill than to give them a thousand pieces of gold." In the past, parents just needed to help their children learn a skill, after which the children would start to share the family's financial burdens by finding work. But life is harder nowadays. People are too concerned with their possessions; they endlessly compare what they have with others. People living in societies overwhelmed by materialism have become less content. When they gain one thing, they crave nine more. Children, steeped in a culture of materialism since infancy, learn from their parents and grow up thinking that happiness is directly related to the number of one's possessions.

A little greed may seem harmless. However, this human defect will grow stronger and stronger, until it becomes insatiable. No matter how much we own, we will never feel satisfied. Greed also breeds antagonism in families, among members of society, and even between nations. It is the root of all chaos in the world.

Will we ever have enough? If we are always comparing what we have with what others have, we will never feel adequate. We will want more and more and more, and we will never feel like we have enough. As the saying goes, "Aarice is what makes money scarce." If we can become less greedy and more content, we will never feel that anything is inadequate. Actually, we need very little in our everyday lives to experience contentment.

The source of greed is a lack of altruistic love. Only love will make our hearts rich. How can we experience this richness? We could start by truly appreciating the things others have and not wanting to own them ourselves. Then we could try our best to make others feel peaceful and carefree with our sincere care and love. When we share what we have with others, we are actually bringing joy and spiritual affluence to ourselves.

The arid mountains of China's Gansu Province are home to many impoverished children. Although they own virtually nothing, they live lives of contentment. It is not uncommon for the children to walk several hours to and from school each day. They are happy to be able to attend school, even though the school is rather shabby. They cherish what they have, however little it might be. Recently, a camera team sent from our Tzu Chi Da Ai TV Station videotaped a heartrending scene of a little schoolgirl writing her lessons. The youngster's pencil had been worn down to only 1 centimeter [half an inch], but she didn't seem to mind. As she held the nub of the pencil tightly in her fingers, she was just happy to have the ability and opportunity to write.

Deeply moved for the girl and other poor children shown in the footage, Chen Zhi-an (陳芝安), a Da Ai TV producer, started a Pencil Case Drive. She called on children in Taiwan to donate pencils and pencil cases for children living in impoverished areas. Schoolchildren throughout Taiwan responded warmly, and within just a few months our TV station had received over 10,000 pencil cases filled with brand-new pencils and other items. The school supplies were sent to children living in Gansu, Guizhou, northern Thailand, and other poor regions. The drive created ripples of love that are still moving outward.

A mother of a child who participated in the drive said that she used to buy her children expensive, brand-name stationery, but they did not appreciate it at all. When she saw how happy the children in Gansu were despite their poverty, she was suddenly inspired. She said that from now on she would teach her children by example, demonstrating frugality herself and encouraging her children to say "No" to their insatiable desires.

Many adults in Gansu's Tianzhu Plateau leave their hometowns and families behind to work in big cities. Young children are often left under the care of their elderly grandparents. Liping is a young girl in this situation. Her parents work in the city, so she and her two siblings live with their grandmother. Although she is only in eighth grade, she is very mature for her age. After school, she rushes directly home to help her grandmother with the chores. She knows that her parents are working hard to support them, so she studies hard and gets good grades. Her dream is to earn money by working as an interpreter so that she can help other poor children like her in the future.

Although life is hard on Liping, she does not complain. Besides being determined to make life better for her own family, she has vowed to help other impoverished children lead happy lives. A child with a heart like hers is truly rare.

The number of people living in poverty in the world is incomprehensible. I often pray that all of them will break free from the fetters of poverty. This is a wish that can hardly be realized. However, everyone can find spiritual richness. All we have to do is to desire little, give freely, and rejoice over the happiness of others. A person with such a mindset is truly blessed and wealthy beyond measure.

In the cycle of reincarnation, one is rarely reborn as a human being. So live this life with a sense of mission to improve yourself and others.

According to a World Health Organization report, approximately one million people committed suicide in 2000. Many of those who committed suicide actually lived in wealthy nations. Many had happy families, higher education, and decent jobs. But because of erroneous thoughts, they felt forever trapped. Ending their own lives seemed to be the only way out of their troubles.

But does ending one's life really resolve one's troubles? The answer is, "No!" Moreover, it breaks the hearts of the many beloved relatives left to pick up the pieces. In 2003, WHO designated September 10 as "World Suicide Prevention Day." In my opinion, every day should be designated as World Suicide Prevention Day.

Life is impermanent. How fortunate we are, born into the world safe and sound and growing up safe and strong. No matter whether our families are rich or poor, we should cherish and be grateful for life. If we could live out the value of life and serve others, how fulfilling and joyful our lives would be.

In the cycle of reincarnation, life in human form is so hard to come by. Let us live then with a sense of mission. Let us cherish life and be strong. We have to be responsible for ourselves. When our lives seem uneventful, we should be all the more grateful that accidents and misfortunes have not befallen us. We should treasure our blessings. We should take our gratitude a step further and help others to receive blessings as well. Should accidents or misfortunes happen, we should accept them and face them with strength. Once we have weathered our trials and are standing on our feet again, we can help many more people to find happiness for themselves. In so doing, we live up to the true value of our precious life.

Cai Lin-zhang (蔡林樟) is a Tzu Chi volunteer who was born into a well-to-do family. He was very successful in school and later in his career. When he was 28, he was diagnosed with tongue cancer. He received treatment and fortunately regained his health. Putting his illness behind him, he got married and started a family. But when he was 45, another tumor was found in his mouth. This time around, the cancer was much more resistant to treatment. He suffered tremendously through a total of seven surgeries. He required many skin grafts, and he was in terrible pain. At one point, he considered ending his suffering by committing suicide.

A relative reminded him that even Avalokitesvara Guan Yin Bodhisattva would be unable to help him if he constantly lamented his illness and cultivated thoughts of suicide. As if hit by a thunderbolt from the sky, he suddenly realized that so much of the pain he had endured was from a hell he had created for himself. He saw that instead of dwelling on his suffering, he should cherish the fact that he was still alive. With that thought, he picked himself up.

Later, Lin-zhang joined Tzu Chi and used his story to encourage other patients in Tzu Chi hospitals. He has regained his confidence and happiness by giving of himself through volunteer work. He leads a happy and rewarding life by encouraging spiritually and physically emaciated patients to regain hope for life.

There was once a young lady who suffered a broken heart when her boyfriend broke up with her. One day she happened to walk by the Tzu Chi office in Kaohsiung, in southern Taiwan. On an impulse, she walked in. She broke down crying as soon as she saw the volunteers. They listened to her sad story and comforted her. A volunteer told her, "If one person doesn't love you anymore, why don't you come to Tzu Chi so that you will be loved by many?" The words brought a smile to her face. Now she frequents the Tzu Chi office and helps with the cleaning chores. Her volunteering has cleaned away her sadness. Although she lost the love of one, she gained the love of thousands. A change in her way of thinking enabled her to enrich her life.

We were all born into the world. The process of "being born" itself was no easy task. Even after being delivered from our mother's womb into this world, the journey of life that awaits us is not always sunny. Life's weather can be cloudy, rainy, or even stormy. Life can fluctuate between hope and despair. When you are experiencing stormy conditions on your life's journey, just hang in there. The sun will come out again soon. Please don't quit, and, above all please don't hurt yourself.

Life lies in the span of a breath. Every second of life deserves to be cherished. Every second of life should be used to brighten up the lives of others.

Let's eat meals, use things, and travel around in an environmentally friendly way. Curbing global warming is not hard if we really care.

When the SARS epidemic hit Asia in 2003, Tzu Chi appealed to everyone to eat vegetarian meals. Following a vegetarian diet is a way to humble ourselves, refrain from taking the lives of animals, and show respect for nature. Volunteers in Malaysia responded to our appeal in 2003 by holding a vegetarian bazaar to raise money for charity. The bazaar has become an annual event. This year, it was held on September 2.

Volunteers cooked with enthusiasm at the vegetarian event, wanting to show people that a meal without meat could be delicious. The bazaar was also plastic-free: no plastic bags or Styrofoam containers were used. Volunteers encouraged everyone to bring their own bags and eating utensils. Over 50,000 people attended the bazaar, and everyone listened to our volunteers' appeal to be good to the earth. Not only did people eat in an environmentally friendly way, they also arrived at the bazaar in the same way: via public transportation or by using car pools. This reduced carbon emissions.

More than 3,000 volunteers participated in the event. Among the volunteers were some patients of the Tzu Chi free dialysis clinic or other long-term care recipients. After witnessing what Tzu Chi members did for their long-term care recipients, many people offered to help. They realized that they could help others just like the Tzu Chi volunteers. In this way, volunteers successfully used the occasion of a fundraising bazaar to raise the public's environmental awareness and interest in altruism.

The whole event was an admirable achievement. We might have thought it would have been too difficult to achieve. But when we rid ourselves of self-doubt, nothing is too difficult. When we open our hearts, we can achieve anything.

The earth provides for all living creatures, but the growing human population is putting a lot of strain on the earth's resources. People are constantly polluting the air and water and destroying the land, all to make their lives more convenient. The ecological systems of our planet have fallen ill. The environmental crises we created today will be passed on to our children and grandchildren. It will not end unless we change our lifestyles from now on.

Curbing global warming is not impossible, but we need to take action to make it happen. Let us start by purifying our minds, leading a simpler life, and respecting Mother Nature. Only by doing so can the world be peaceful, livable and free from disasters.

Source at http://tzuchi-culture.com/taipei_new/?mod=tc_monthly_en&act=detail&id=47

Mandarin Source at http://www.newdaai.tv/culture/?mod=tc_monthly&act=detail&id=258

Friday, 13 November 2009

世界行善日‏

今天11月13日是世界行善日,送上非洲菊一朵,感恩大家一路的陪伴,日日行善,为净化人心、祥和社会、天下无灾难而努力。

Thursday, 5 November 2009

立愿

行在菩萨道上,要常发愿,同时让大家知道所发的愿;如此,助缘就会多,天龙护法和慈济师兄师姊就会祝福以及成就我们的愿。此外,所发的愿应该是现阶段无法轻而易举达成的;当下就能做到的事,发愿便失去了其中的意义。

当年上人决定盖慈院、建大爱台,不少专业人士皆认为慈济不自量力,并不看好上人能圆自己所发的愿。不过,难行能行,有愿就有力,在十方菩萨的涌现下,上人一步一脚印地把愿实现。

发愿,须把握因缘。今晚的四合一干部交流会,在干部云集以及宗教处同仁的祝福之下,道气凝聚,将会有很好的因缘发愿。不管发什么愿,都不要给自己太大的压力,要在欢喜中发愿。愿,是行在菩萨道上应该做的本分事。当发愿能让人觉得很自然时,就表示水到渠成,愿就会自然而然地实现。

以上是建财师兄分享与宗教处同仁交谈后的心得。一切都是好因缘,建财师兄最后叮咛,不要小看自己,因為人有无限的可能;最重要是保持一颗诚心,心诚则灵。

感恩,无限感恩建财师兄的法布施,让我有机会在四合一干部交流会之前把心沉淀,梳理好自己发过的旧愿和将发的新愿,在静思堂内、菩萨云集、佛陀慈视下,发心立愿。

◎解倒悬之苦

曾经读过这一段话:「有位委员请示上人有关很多慈济人还没有持素一事。上人叹了一口气,轻轻说,不吃素我也没办法。这是明知故犯,可怜的众生,在这一世就选择要脱队了。」从此,每当我看见荤食档位的美食图片时,都会想起「可怜的众生」这五个字;可怜的牲畜受此业报、可怜的自己还在造业。不过自己还是下不了持素的决心,担心家人的反对会伤了和气。不过今年七月,我决定持素一年,以此功德回向给刚往生的外婆。因此,我发的第一个愿,就是要生生世世持素,希望能解众生倒悬之苦。

◎愿有多大,力就有多大

东南互爱区今年九月办了一场位于我旧家组屋区的身心灵环保讲座。我把握此难得的因缘,带了父母前往参与。讲座后,在翠莲师姊、洁仪师姊和雯云师姊的赞叹以及旧邻居的解说下,家母终于释怀,不再反对我花太多时间参与慈济。身为基层领袖的家父同时也答应向樟宜—四美民众联络所了解是否有因缘办一场身心灵环保讲座。

樟宜—四美民众联络所位于我的协力组,加上是父亲代为联络,洁仪师姊希望我能承担该讲座的总协调。抱着一份感恩心,我答应了。这是我发的第二个愿,东北协力二的第一场身心灵环保讲座,不管我多忙,都会接下这份承担。

四合一干部交流会之前,我特地参观了樟宜—四美民众联络所。联络所不大,礼堂只略大于两座羽毛球场;虽然联络所内有一间咖啡店,下午的人潮并不多。不过,联络所位于组屋区内,步行至东福坊(Eastpoint Mall)不超过三分钟。最重要的是,家父提过,四美的国会议员陈舜娘(Tan Soon Neo, Jessica)十分认同环保理念,积极在选区内推行环保;参观联络所时,我便发现走廊的电灯都装上了感应器,无人走动时会自动把电灯关掉。

其实,家父还有一段不可思议的因缘。去年翠莲师姊致电,希望家父代为联络勿洛北居民委员会探讨开发环保点。不过我却把「环保点」听成「义诊中心」。家父因此把慈济介绍给实乞纳国会议员兼议长阿都拉(Abdullah Tarmugi),并附上义诊中心迁往红山的文稿,表示慈济有意愿在东部兴建义诊中心。阿都拉议长原则上表示认同,并且希望进一步讨论细节。由衷忏悔,我在发现是自己听错讯息后,便向家父表示因为经济不景气,义诊中心已经先暂缓。

事过境迁,我忘了这段因缘,直到建财师兄告知宗教处同仁前往参观预定在西部的义诊中心。中西部都将会有义诊中心守护健康,独缺东部。建财师兄认为,听错也是段好因缘,希望我把握。为此,我发的第三个愿,是希望能在东部建义诊中心,以此功德回向患病的师兄师姊。

其实我明白,一个人的因缘不管如何殊胜,皆无法成就一切。家父的因缘如此的不可思议,也不确定能圆身心灵环保讲座和东部义诊中心的愿。不过,不论因缘如何辗转,我还是会努力地承担起自己发的愿,希望有众缘合和的一天。就如黄静贻师姊分享道,承担是一种福报;因为愿心一退,业门即开。

我发的第四个愿,是希望能为外婆圆荣董。其实外婆往生后,我就一直拿不定主意。理由很简单:舍不得。听了两场黄静贻师姊的分享,加上张正昌师兄发愿募集50位荣董和徐雪友师姊发愿当正昌师兄所募的第一位荣董后,我终于拿定了主意。但是,还在念书的我收入有限,真的不知道何时能为外婆圆满荣董。因此,我希望能把圆荣董当成是一座化城,把家人的善心启发,共同成就彼此。不过我也告诉自己,从现在开始以古云隆师兄和石金止师姊为榜样,除了月捐、家用、三餐、交通费、课本费以及在静思小筑请购静思文物外,我会少欲知足,把其他的生活物欲降至零。就如黄静贻师姊分享道:舍为坚牢船,能度烦恼海。

◎预约人间菩萨净土

我发的第二、第三和第四个愿,还有更深一层的期许。那就是我发的第五个愿,希望通过慈济的善门,把父母带入菩萨道。其实我一直向往有朝一日能和莫淑慧师姊一样,把双亲度如慈济;正如林美英师姊所言:以行善回向行孝、把父母带上菩萨道,就是大孝。

上人常说「行孝、行善不能等」;洁仪师姊也已经代表东北发了愿,每个月要招募150位新会员。其实我的主体委员刘伦侨师兄在几个月前把见习劝募本子交给我时,便鼓励我再接再厉,迈向第二本劝募本子。不过当时我没有答应,因为心想目前自己的30户会员已经达到受证慈诚的标准。由衷忏悔,我的高中老师已经答应成为会员,不过自己一直找不到时间登门拜访;好几位朋友其实皆认识并认同慈济,只是自己嫌麻烦循循善诱,不愿付出那最后的一份努力把他们募入慈济。魏良旭师兄分享:别人给的祝福要懂得收下。因此,我发的第六个愿是人间菩萨大招生,再募多50户会员,总共80户两本劝募本子,一圆伦侨师兄的祝福。

◎深入经藏,智慧如海

2008年从美国返国后,加入人文真善美团队,发现自己对慈济的了解不深,同时很懊恼过去28年的岁月与慈济失之交臂。无意间阅读到上人开示,解说阿难尊者答应做佛陀的侍者时,请佛陀从新开示22年前说过的法。佛陀的慈允,让阿难尊者有因缘听到佛陀布道49年所宣说的法,并且在佛陀入灭后集结成经,流传后世。

读到这一段上人的开示,我是满心欢喜。原来慈济的历史都在文史中,我发的第七个愿便是要深入经藏,了解上人的法,把感动的故事分享给志工以及感恩户。我已经看过全部33期的「慈济世界」,现在正从接引我入慈济的2006年二月第471期「慈济月刊」开始,阅读之后的所有月刊,并且略过月刊中的衲履足迹。因为阅读完月刊之后,我将开始深入拜读上人的「衲履足迹」,从伦侨师兄与我结缘的2006年冬之卷(上人立宗门的时间)开始。之后将会从新阅读「无量义经」和「真实之路」,再观看「法譬如水」和阅读「上人思想体系丛书」,以达到手不释卷,分分秒秒浸濡在上人的智慧法海中。

希望以上的七个愿能让我更深入了解慈济的法门并且把父母接引入慈济。如此,我还能履行我发的第八的愿,回归花莲志业体。我明白好事一定多磨,没有心心念念为众生,是无法回归志业体的。不过,人生的磨难是度众生的资量,一切皆是我的增上缘以及善知识。

上人的慈航要开了。末法时期,如果无法发恒心、立恒愿,我们要如何领到船票呢?愿立了,现在就要开始行愿。我深信不管时间多长、经历多苦,我皆能一一圆满我发的愿。

立愿觉悟,寻思宇宙真理海;从此解脱业力,显迹人间,去来自在。立愿发心,但愿生生世世都在菩提中。

无限感恩。

Wednesday, 4 November 2009

如何做慈济

多付出,勇于承担;在做的过程中,心里常养「感恩」与「布施」。最终达成把心融入「静思法脉」,保持一颗「靜寂清澄、志玄虛漠」的心,并且「守之不動、億百千劫」。

Tuesday, 3 November 2009

访视心得分享

11月1日的访视培训,雪友师姊希望我能上台和大家分享做访视的心得。因为时间有一点赶,我只好把众菩萨与我分享的心得再经过我,与大家分享。

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二月底周末,接到东北互爱副组长鸣凤师姊的一通电话,想给新人机会承担,希望我能承担访视互爱干事。资浅不是问题,不明白之处可以向琴姬师姊、祖慧师姊和育谨师姊请教。

◎为自己承担

当时我已经是真善美协力干事,是有一点放不下三合一的工作。莫师兄却认为,承担访视互爱干事能让我深入了解慈济的慈善志业,对我在人文方面的历练会很有帮助。还有苡婷师姊在第二十六期的双月刊里说:「承担干部,不是要做我们喜欢做的,而是做应该做的。」

我也想起了伦侨师兄当年还是慈青时,写于《慈济世界》创刊号的一篇文章:「常常在问自己是否过度承担?总是想把自己份内的事做好,但新的挑战又出现在眼前。应该接下还是放下,无力的感觉总是随着习气涌现。真的要时时把自己的心照顾好。」

真的要多用心。我想起了上人于二〇〇八年四月三日《人间菩提》的一席话:「人间有苦难,我不能袖手旁观。真的我感觉到说,这都是我们的责任。其实,我只有一个盼望。每一个空间,所有的慈济人,都要有与我一样的使命感。我们来承担。这承担,是为谁来承担?不是为我承担,也不是为任何一个人承担。为自己承担。」

◎众菩萨护持

当然很感恩大家的护持,承担访视互爱干事后,第一件事就是向资深的访视志工请教。

育谨师姊和莹莹师姊与我分享,慈济慈善志业的根本是「菩萨所缘,缘苦众生。」身为访视互爱干事,一定要努力让每一位访视志工每个月都有机会参与访视个案。干部安排访视不能为了赶时间、贪方便,一直找有空的访视志工,而是需要用心创造因缘让忙碌的访视志工出来拜访感恩户。

我同时缠了保今师姊、祖慧师姊和琴姬师姊好多天,询问了一连串的访视技巧和程序。祖慧师姊和琴姬师姊皆重点分享如何让感恩户以及访视志工成长。上人的法要多闻、多思、多修,法髓入心,面对感恩户还能「有法度」。如果访视志工本身没有入法,面对感恩户时,也只能「无法度」。

因此,访视志工要多和感恩户分享慈济人、慈济事,谈谈环保与竹筒岁月,不要只谈病情、补助金或自己的个人经历。以佛心为己心,以师志为己志:访视拜访感恩户拔苦离难是「为众生」,不过访视志工本身以及感恩户要在访视过程中,让人心多一份净化、让家庭多一份和睦、让社会多一份祥和,这就是「为佛教」。琴姬师姑也解说,无量义经云:苦既拔已,复为说法。重点是要先拔出身上的痛苦,感恩户才能听得进访视志工的劝导。本末倒置的结果,劝导往往成了说教,不只无法解除感恩户的病苦,还增加他们不少的无名烦恼。实为罪过!

但是承担访视互爱干事后还是会起烦恼。安排访视、发放、心莲之约,看得多、听得多、做得多后,发现不少不完美之事。心里常常问自己,为什么会如此。为什么活动感觉很赶、很乱?为什么访视志工总是没有空或是临时有事?为什么事情没法做到循序渐进、有条不紊?很感恩福建厦门的慈颖师姊,晨语薰法香时向我解释,在慈济世界里,不求完美而求圆满。每位志工能付出的因缘皆不同,只要志工愿意付出,我们都要感恩。只要访视、活动成功举行,那就是圆满,我们就需要感恩。慈颖师姊的一席话令我豁然开朗,明白是自己要求太高,我执太重,所以图生烦恼。

◎一切唯心造

结尾时,和大家分享一个故事。刚承担时,雪友师姊从台湾回来后给了大家一个问题:大家都是慈济人。不过上人已经立宗门了,我们要如何还能自称静思弟子?我想了很久,10月的干部读书会时,听了何建明师兄的分享后,我找到了答案。访视做得再好,也只是99分,最后那1分,需要入法还能得到。也只有入法,还能自称静思弟子。

回家的路上,我问自己如何还能入法?是「为佛教,为众生」还是「福从做中得欢喜,慧从善解得自在」?最后想起了济雨师兄的一句话:「三藏十二部经,皆在说一个字。心,一切唯心造。」原来入法就是转心念,那把心转成什么?再想想,不禁哑然失笑,自称静思弟子,当然要守好「靜思法脈」:「靜寂清澄,志玄虛漠,守之不動,億百千劫。」

原来入法就是把心顾好,常养在靜寂清澄、志玄虛漠的境界。

所以承担,不是为别人、不是为感恩户、也不是为上人,而是真的为自己承担。而我这一年承担所学的最大心得,就是明白为什么慈善是慈济的根本。因为上人是希望弟子们从善门入佛门,把自己的一颗心顾好,守之不動,億百千劫。

感恩。

Thursday, 29 October 2009

好话多分享

人生要为善竞争,分秒必争。 - 感恩振泉同学的静思语分享

人心要像水一样,看似绵软柔弱,却涵力源源,不能切断。 - 感恩振泉同学的静思语分享

把每一件简单的工作做好,就是不简单,把每件容易的事情做好,就是不容易。试想,机会不正是在不简单和不容易之后出现的吗?既然如此,我们唯有把每一件琐细平凡的工作都做得出色,机会就会无处不在。 - 感恩玉妹师姊的一日禅分享

不只是要做个好人,而是要学如何好好做人。 - 感恩狄和兄的分享

不是要等苦瓜变甜,而是要吃出苦瓜的滋味。- 感恩振泉同学的分享

目中有人,助缘多;耳根清静,祥和多;鼻根多闻,思修多;口中有德,智慧多;身体力行,造福多;心中有法,欢喜多。 - 感恩玡珠师姊的分享

要学得“平常心”。一个人若有平常心,则无论遇到任何环境及挫折,都能真正安然自在。- 感恩振泉同学的分享

把自己的本分事做好,欢喜接受所面临的一切。过一分钟即消一分灾。 - 感恩玡珠师姊的静思语分享

脚踏实地,做就对了!人难免都会站在个人的立场,以不同的角度来审视事物;所以,只能自许格守本份,认真做事。对于能了解的人,心存感恩;不能了解的人,也希望能提出来,如此就能为之释疑。佛教中有句话《大疑大悟》,疑惑并非不好,有很多的疑问,才能彻底寻求了解。 - 感恩丽姗师姊分享上人开示语录

人世间要求与人平等、高人一等,实在很难!相同的东西,只因人心有别,所以才有不同的价值。何谓公平、何谓不公平?真的很难定论。只要我们的心知足了,一切就公平;心知足了,就会一切富足。学佛,就是要时时新安、了解道理;这个道理如果能看透。就没有什么好争的。我们要常保知足的心,对人事物善解、包容、感恩,如此才能圆融、圆满,才不会一直想要争平等。世间难有平等,幸福的人生一切从心起,要时时多用心啊! - 感恩丽姗师姊分享上人开示语录

多一份对他人的疑虑,就少一份对自己的信心;否定世间的一切,自己的信念也将随之消失。 - 感恩振泉同学的静思语分享

Monday, 26 October 2009

今早薰法香

当凌晨5点25分闹钟响起时,一个念头浮起:「昨晚睡得晚,今早就不听上人的晨语了。」好在自己最终能把念头压下,爬下床。

上人今早说「大圆镜智」,心如明镜,发觉自己有烦恼,立即擦拭,而且不再犯。

薰法香时,我问师兄师姊,为什么自己有时候会觉得累,明明知道修行之路不容易,需要精进,但还是会懈惰,也很恨自己会如此容易的心生烦恼。

慈颍师姊说那是因为「凡夫业太重,有求即苦。愿愿为众生,才能放下烦恼。」

「愿愿为众生」让我想起了培训时唱诵的:「自皈依佛,当愿众生,体解大道,发无上心。」

原來是「我执」太重,太自我为中心,所以烦恼很多。

几天前,与几位慈青学长聚会,聊到回归志业体。学长们皆有心回归,可是却有好多顾虑:父母要奉养、新加坡医疗开销不菲,如果父母患重病如何、不是台湾人,回花莲没有健保、如果自己是一个人而没有牵挂或全家皆是慈济志工,回归志业体将会更容易等等。短暂的交谈,我在结尾时充满无奈地表示:「原来要回归志业体是如此的不容易。」

今早慈颍师姊短短的一句话让我明白,如果是为了自己,就会有一千个理由说服自己回归志业体的因缘不具足。就算是为了自己的菩萨道业,也难免会起退转心。只有是心心念念为众生,才会排除万难地回归志业体。

本佺师兄同时分享:「慳貪者起布施心,憍慢者起持戒心,瞋盛者起忍辱心,懈怠者起向精進心;天堂地獄一念間,就看我們的心念當下是否正向。凡夫心反反覆覆,所以要修行,時時修身養性,端正行為。」

10月20日的「人间菩提」,上人再一次强调:「业是随着人走的,我们若有这个因缘,有这个业力,所以运命、运命…」

菩萨道上,命运安排的障碍一定不少。不过,烦恼即菩提,障碍是来成就自己的。业是可以消的,命是能运的,我终究是会回归志业体的。

Sunday, 20 September 2009

新芽季节

孩子的教育不能等,因此「新芽助学金计划」是慈济新加坡分会因应金融风暴打击贫寒家庭而启动。新芽计划分三个步骤,首先志工拜访学校并介绍新芽计划;如果校方决定加入,会把学生名单交于分会,志工便展开家访行动;明年初发放典礼后,志工会每月拜访学校两次:月底发放下个月的餐券固本以及为学生购买下个月的交通月票、月初收回上个月使用过的餐券固本以及为学生购买当月的交通月票(如果月底那一次学生患病没上课)。

为孩子铺平上学路 志工地毯式家访发掘贫苦个案
http://www.tzuchi.org.sg/news/charity/2009/20090630.html

新加坡新芽助学金颁发典礼 人间温情引来感动泪水
http://www.tzuchi.org.sg/news/charity/2009/20090630a.html

新芽助学金计划启动 狮城志工走入校园爱洒
http://www.tzuchi.org.sg/news/charity/2009/20090616.html

上学不必再饿肚子 马来家庭希望萌芽
http://www.tzuchi.org.sg/news/charity/2009/20090605.html

新芽助学金计划——心地农夫之感
http://www.tzuchi.org.sg/news/gallery/20090628.html

从新芽助学金计划了解慈济 励正中学参访环保教育站
http://www.tzuchi.org.sg/news/gallery/20090514.html

新芽助学金爱心延续 受惠家庭做环保回馈社会
http://www.tzuchi.org.sg/news/charity/2009/20090809.html

A touching occasion in the “Seeds of Hope” Bursary Presentation Ceremony
http://www.tzuchi.org.sg/en/News/2009/20090628.html

Seeds of Hope Bursary Programme to Help Needy Students
http://www.tzuchi.org.sg/en/News/2009/20090624.html

“Seeds of Hope” Program brings good affinity
http://www.tzuchi.org.sg/en/News/2009/20090514.html

星國助學金頒獎 清寒學子不中輟
http://www.newdaai.tv/?view=detail&id=58322

星國志工親訪查 新芽助學啟希望
http://www.newdaai.tv/?view=detail&id=58129

金融風暴遭裁員 助學關懷解困境
http://www.newdaai.tv/?view=detail&id=58130

志工伸援除痼疾 母女做環保回饋
http://www.newdaai.tv/?view=detail&id=61249

Da Ai Headlines – 20090630 (6.57 to 10.32 mins)
http://www.newdaai.tv/?view=detail&id=58246

Da Ai Headlines – 20090703 (2.32 to 4.54 mins)
http://www.newdaai.tv/?view=detail&id=58365

Da Ai Headlines – 20090918 (1.02 to 3.08 mins)
http://www.newdaai.tv/?view=detail&id=61285